Please Don't Judge Me & I Won't Judge You Cuz It Will Get Ugly Before It Gets Beautiful

hey guys.
i'm not back,
it's just i feel that i need to spill
everything before i do something
fuckedd up. so um yeah. i'm fuckingg
depressed as shiit. i'm begging for
help from anyone. i'm tired of being
tired. i'm tired of being sad. i'm tired
of bullshittt people. people are fuckingg
stupid as fuuuck. how the fuckkk are you
not going to notice that someone is
mentally fuckinng ill. what in the actual
fuckkk. i feel like they notice but they just
don't give a damnn. but um i need
your advice.. should i call the depression
hotline? like what do they do?..
 
thanks to,
my boyfriend who was actually there..
but now is not.
my bestfriend who is a l w a y s there.
my mom who doesn't give a fuckery.
my dad who doesn't have two sense
to notice.
my teachers who are so caught up
in the middle school drama they
don't notice i'm on the verge of
suicide.
my friends who believe i'm fine.
my siblings who make things worse.
and everyone. just thanks alot..

@y0ur3mmyb0w

@astin-and-evans-anons

Soo. Today me & my mom are gonna TRY & lose some weight. lol. She might reach her goal ( 5 pds. ).. But I'm not.. ( 20 pds. )

@fudge-popss